bean45822 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Greek Man.

ameyadevi tricks you! You get a broken balloon.

athanasios gives you 19 tan lemon-flavoured gummy worms.

bethbear1285 gives you 16 light blue orange-flavoured gummy worms.

buddha17 gives you 18 orange chocolate-flavoured wafers.

chez_amanda gives you 16 red-orange cola-flavoured gumdrops.

crazyrabbitgirl gives you 1 dark blue chocolate-flavoured gumdrops.

dahuxiong gives you 4 mauve cinnamon-flavoured jawbreakers.

finstergrrrl gives you 17 green mint-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.

ladyoceanstar gives you 19 pink raspberry-flavoured gumdrops.

malanai tricks you! You get a wad of paper.

bean45822 ends up with 110 pieces of candy, a broken balloon, and a wad of paper.

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 Halloween party:
ameyadevi dressed as the Brady Bunch -- all of them.
athanasios dressed as the love child of Bill Clinton and Oprah Winfrey.
bethbear1285 dressed as the Mineral Power Ranger.
buddha17 dressed as the President of Greece.
chez_amanda  didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
crazyrabbitgirl  dressed as Marie Antoinette going to her death.
dahuxiong  dressed as a fire.
finstergrrrl dressed as Professor Frink.
ladyoceanstar dressed as Ichabod Crane, the schoolmaster from Sleepy Hollow.
malanai dressed as the Earl of Harveyton.<
om_shakti  dressed as Sybil - except that Sybil didn't show but the other 25 personalities did, and it suited them disturbingly well.
perpetuallydry  dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
pyaar_ishq  dressed as Guy Fawkes but the exploding barrel of dynamite didn't go down too well.
queerdragon6  dressed as the main character of "Dr. Strangelove".
smcwsu628  dressed as Jack the Ripper in a time machine, complete with gory knives.
thepookey  dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Sorceror of Bone.
wesleysaylor  dressed as P Diddy's grandfather. http://sigma7.livejournal.com/650492.html"

As much as I love Spanish I am beginning to hate it more and more. It will be the death of me, I can feel it. I don't know why I am getting so confused by it, but I am and it sucks. I did really well on the first exam, I got an 84%, but now we are doing the uses of se. I hate choosing whether se is passive or impersonal. I am having trouble forming sentences using se, everything is going wrong. I really want to kick myself in the ass for minoring in it. I don't know if I can do this, I really don't!

I might sound like an ass, but I really don't like Father's Day. I had my obligatory phone call to my "sperm donor" who claims he is a good father today, which I hate doing since he doesn't deserve it. I just do it to keep the peace.
I get so depressed because everyone else I know has at least a decent relationship with their father. I have nothing. I get jealous hearing about what they are doing for their dads and how great their dads are. I know I shouldn't get so jealous, but I have always wanted a positive father figure. I hated being the only kid without a dad. I am also so scared that I am going to turn out like my dad when Marie and I have kids. I don't want that to happen, but I didn't learn anything positive from any "father figures" growing up, so how can I be sure that I won't turn into him. I hate feeling like this and I know that I shouldn't feel this way, but I do. So I am happy that you all have or have had positive father figures in your lives, take today and honor the good dads out there but keep in mind  that some of us are not so lucky.

In case you are not up to date with the news, Chasity Bono came out as Trans and is now going by Chaz Bono. This article was just released with Cher's reaction.
www.people.com/people/article/0,,20286040,00.html

So after having a shitty start to the week I checked my grades today and they were all finally posted! I had been waiting on Intro to Sex Class and Spanish. I did a little happy dance when I saw them. 
Here is the list:
COM 256--(Basic Media Writing w/Jeff Bruce)--A (I was positive that this was going to be a C)
WMS 399--(Third Wave Feminist Theory w/Kelli)--A
WMS 399--(Intro To Sexuality Studies w/ Sarah McGinley)--A
SPN 103--(w/ Cipriano)--B ( I was hoping for an A but I am extremely pleased with the B, especially after taking the final)
My GPA was a 3.75!!

So I came to the conclusion that I friggin' kick ass!! I made the Dean's List!!!! I have been determined to make it since I started college and I finally did it!

I just want to also say "Piss on all those who said that I wouldn't or couldn't!" My dad and his negative attitude can kiss my ass. I would like to see him get a 3.0 GPA let alone a 3.75 GPA.

In other news I was able to switch COM classes now, so I will be taking it B Term with Jeff John. This is frickin' great for me so I don't have to deal with Gaines and his discrimination anymore!

I guess that the summer is not going to be so bad after all!

Let me know if anyone wants to hang out, especially since I have one class now and I am done by noon!!

It has only been 13 or so hours and I already miss Marie. I had a shitty day in classes. I was outed in class by my COM professor. I have never spent a whole summer completely alone, and I am crying right now thinking about the fact that I have to this summer. I don't know what I am going to do. I am getting so depressed. I have been crying for the last 2 hours straight. Why does everything have to suck so much? I know that this is random babbling and I'm sorry, I just can't even think right now.

I finally got my advisor to agree to email my BVR case manager info about summer classes, only to find out that the state cut their budget again. So now I don't know if I can take summer classes or if I will even have a place to live. I can't go back home, because I have no opportunity for a job there. I called the hotel today and I was told that if I am not back by June 1st I will be replaced. I haven't talked to anyone about this yet, I am just so worried. Not just for the summer either. The cuts may affect my next two years in school as well. So in other words I may not be able to finish college. So I will have to go back to miserable factory, or fast food work in Celina. Or sell all my crap and pay off my bills and become homeless again. I don't know what I am going to do. Just when things start looking up, something or someone has to go and shit on it. I guess whatever happens, happens. Maybe I am meant to be stuck in Nowhere Ohio, with no life, no family, no friends, with nothing at all. I am sorry I am in such a depressive mood, but I am tired of this. So freaking tired. I just want to hide. Just disappear and hide.

SO I register in like 6 hours and all the classes I need are CLOSED AGAIN!! There is only one I can get into that has a prerequisite that I still can't get into again. I hopefully get signed into COM 256 if not I am even further behind. FOUR QUARTERS of waiting for ONE CLASS IS BULLSHIT!!! I hate that the department won't work with anyone either. I swear I will be here an extra 2 years probably just for ONE FUCKING 200 LEVEL CLASS!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I hate WSU, COLA, the COM DEPT. I hate it all.

This made me laugh a lot!! Wait til you see the wanted criminal! I am still laughing.

I just remembered that I have a Spanish test on Friday, and I am not ready for it. I can't get another 64% on this exam. I am seriously going to start going bonkers! I don't know what is with me this quarter but I am having so much trouble with my classes. I wish I would get over whatever is going on. I guess it will work out eventually. I hope so anyway.

People really need to learn what is funny and what should not be said. While in the Women's Center this afternoon, I was told that I am abusive and that I am a liar, and that I am going to hell, because that is where liars go. I guess that this started because I was joking with one of the "ass hats", by kicking the air in front of her, she punched the air back at me then I tapped the bottom of her shoe with my shoe a couple of times and then I get called abusive. That is ridiculous. I was abused by my dad for the first 16 years of my life, my mom and brother are still abused, I WOULD NEVER, HAVE NEVER AND WILL NEVER ABUSE ANYONE ELSE! I know how it feels, and I will not subject anyone else to that. So now one of the safest places I feel I have on campus, except for the apartment, is no longer safe. So if you all don't see me around the Center you know why. I will not be treated like that, and have shit like that spread about me. I don't need it. I am extremely depressed and suicidal, that anyone could think that of me. I don't care if the thought that they were joking either, it wasn't funny. I am so done with being disrespected, and having shit started about me. I really should just go away, away from all of this DRAMA, maybe I will find somewhere where I am appreciated. I can only hope I guess...

So this morning I wake up in massive amounts of pain. My throat is sore, my whole body itches. I have hives. My assumption as well as a few other peoples is that after a week of taking the amoxicillin I have developed an allergy to it. It is so frustrating. Just when I am almost done with my medicine, something happens and I get worse. Will the problems ever stop this month.

Today I decided to find out why there is cold air coming in my window. that was a BAD IDEA! when I took down the sheet Marie had put up, I was disgusted. The window, sill and the wall were all covered in MOLD! I cleaned it the best I could, after Marie took pictures of it. There is still mold that I could not get. Now my room smells like mildew remover and I can't get the smell out. The window is still off track, so the mold will continue to come back. I call the RA on duty to see if they could call emergency maintenance, Of course the RA had to be Raquel, Who is the crazy one I had last year that didn't show up to my check out appointment. Then she was talking shit about me later on that evening. So anyway, Raquel said that she would call her boss and see what they could do about maintenance and call me back. Not even 5 mins later she called me back and said that there was Nothing that they could do. I have to call them myself Monday.
This is ridiculous I can't even sleep in my room. I was told to sleep in the living room. People are allergic to mold, some can die from it, and it is not important enough to consider an emergency. I am livid. I also wouldn't be surprised if that is why I got so sick when I came back. It also makes sense why I have been getting progressively worse. Maintenance better fix this on Monday. This is not right.

I am so pissed right now. In case you haven't read Marie's post this is what happened...
A friend of ours went out with a friend that she has a crush on. She has had this crush for a while, and she felt like he likes her as well. He flirts all the time with her. Well tonight he started making out with a "friend" in front of her. She is crushed. I told her to tell him how she feels, but she is afraid that he will think that she is jealous for no reason and end their friendship. I told her that she needs to tell him anyway, so he knows that he has hurt her. Tomorrow he is attending a social event with us, and I can't promise that I won't go off on him. I am so livid. This friend of Marie and I is more like a sister to us, and I can't stand anybody hurting our family. This is turning out to be a really shitty weekend, and it is gonna get worse as the weekend progresses.

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I look really stupid just laying on Marie's bed. I wonder if I look like this a lot? I hope not.

I have nothing to say, but I had to post this because Marie told me to. I am sitting here listening to the Wicked soundtrack, which Marie has now gotten me hooked on. She is singing in the background as well. She said she doesn't care how long this entry is, as long as I post one. So I am done for now.

Yay! This is my first post ever, and I have nothing to talk about. I am just sitting here in Marie's room while she is reading so I thought that I would do something semi constructive. Well I can't think of anything to write about so I guess this is it. I am just so interesting I can't even think of anything to write about. Oh well. Something will pop into my head eventually.